Thank you for taking the time to read my story on me and my children everything in here is the truth .
I was pregant with twins I was really sick all the time I had bad feelings something was wrong, I had my twin sons in Canberra hospital , I had a collapsed lung and a blood clot on the other I was really sick at that point, all my ex partner did was come to the hospital to empty my bank account and gave the money to his sister for second hand clothes that was $400 for a few bags of them , that hurt me a lot ,
There was no money not even for underpants or a bra or pads, what I had was what the hospital gave me. My son Patrick passed away the day he had been vaccinated and my ex gave all my children to sister and said he needed a holiday. I said I lost a baby it has nothing to do with a god dam holiday.
I said I just lost my baby, welfare and him and his sister made me sign the children over to his sister as a temp agreement. He didn't even sign the birth certificates until two weeks after the passing of my baby Patrick, I wanted to apply for them he said it costs to much.
I am now fighting for my 3 youngest children but I don't have house, I live in a refuge at Bega for 14 months and I cry and cry but my son Johnathan and my other young children don't understand domestic violence is real, there are many forms of it.
I have been through all aspects of it. I have had 9 children in total and FACS NSW now have the right to drop out (so his sister) she has my children until there are 18 years old .
But my ex partner's father is a registered rockspider who was living in the house where my children first were placed even though it was only meant to be on short term. He has been to prison for that, but I stood on the grounds that that man should not be near my children (I stood alone).
When they kicked and bashed my son (who has a different father) Johnathan while under the care of FACS NSW, who also has autism, he picked his bag and went to school but he did not cry, so they kicked and bash him more.
No charges were laid because I was crying at FACS NSW office and they did nothing to my ex's family were laughing and joking on how they kicked and bashed him. Children with autism don't understand the same way as other children do and all him and his sister complained about was money, the cost of the wake and them paying money around between him and his sister (I hate money) and the cost of all things that I had left in the I relationship.
Mmy ex had an affair the night after my baby's cremation and after that no talking, no nothing. I asked why did he do them things to me... no answer so I cleaned my house as I would, he put me on the street with nothing, nowhere to go but I took my son Johnathan and he has 2 of my other children.
One of them ran away, he wanted to live with me, he was returned to his father by Bega police. My FACS NSW worker was on holiday, nothing was done, he is still living with his father.
My 2 boys come to me in dirty clothes with rips in them, covered in dog poo. I was raised in that family style so I know all about being poor. It's up to people weather they want to admit it (I have always seen poor but there are families out there who are in poor poor group).
My lawyer was going to submit to court to a section 90 to be submitted back to the courts, well that wont happen. In my current court document now, give her the right for adopt but not in those words where FACS NSW are dropping out so it is my life to try and fight for my children and I am still fighting for them and alone today.
PS I don't have a reason to smile and I don't like it when some people says to me to smile for what reason do I have, to make them happy I don't think so.
J.H